I think this is a perfect section for this thread. After 14,863 posts and 3 years I think it's time to say goodbye. I had big hopes for this site after coming from NB,I really did have big hopes,even though I knew I'm coming to a site where Kame and Kaito were admins and people who created this site. Despite all that I still thought and I loved this site mainly 'cause of Gobb which I knew/know for 4 years now and he grew on me,not in a homo way but I actually felt for the first time on internet that I found a friend,not just a friend,a best friend if I'm allowed to call him like that. After years passed I was getting more and more unhappy. Part of the reason was poor admin(except Gobb) and communication problems. Every problem which happened there was no communication but only throwing words at each other,yes mainly 'cause of ME,'cause I always say what I think. Kaito and Kame continued how they acted on NB and I just couldn't find a reason anymore to try even though I was Gmod. There was just one time after all the mess that I finally felt happy and thought this site might actually get more active and that was when Kaito pulled people from FTB. I'm very passionate about things and I really was happy seeing Glob and Upsurge as well with Schpit being active on this site,not just active but being here every single day. Sadly after they came things returned to same old...same old...this is not a thread to talk shit about others since I as well was behaving like shit,but mainly 'cause admins and others were scared to do something. Something was said,everyone gets hyped and then...nothing happens. Second part of the reason was every single thing getting thrown at me like I was the problem of everything. I was always getting portrayed as a VILLAIN of this site,which made me sad. I usually don't care what people say about me but when everyone badmouth me and think of me as a bad person I really felt sad. Sad 'cause I never thought bad about everyone even though I don't agree with most of the stuff. One more thing to clear up is,I DO talk offensive towards everyone,that's how I always wrote to people,but I don't mean it for real. Yes I call people retarded but that's all out of a joke,I do that mostly everytime with Marin or with Blaze aka Hiei aka Zero aka I don't even know - when I call him "gay" where I don't really mean it. It's just my style and how I act in general irl with friends or on forums,I don't want to offend anyone and I'm sorry if I ever did especially when I get mad which don't happen often but some things really pissed me off here. Sadly now,I'm leaving since people talk crap behind my back. I don't like that. If you have a problem with me then say to my "face" (PM). I don't feel comfortable when I know people act nice but talk differently behind my back. Keeping all the bad things behind,I actually am happy I was a part of this community for 3 years even though things went south really quickly. Lastly I want to wish good luck to this site but especially Gobb since I really respect that guy,I really do as I always did. If anyone ever wanna talk you can find me on OJ. Goodbye people!