Comfy Café #6

I can understand that, they have to spend a lot on the trainings, I heard their systems are very complicated, so they want to secure at least some of the money if its wasted, you know on people that resign after month or two

 

I see. I now understand.

 

Today is not my day...

Had the shittiest time at work
My ankle on both feet hurt
Eitherway went playing football with friends and played like shit and I'm so mad at myself

All in all **** this day

 

Is it wrong to ask wth is with you? Everytime I see things about you,you are taking about you being in hospital and having problems :/ you alright?

 

Shit happens. Don't sweat it.

 

Literally **** it

 

Imageboards are a wonderful thing sometimes.

 

Well, shit, sounds awful. But going playing football with pain in ankles... Not very gud

 

Yesh

IT'S HARD

Ouchy!!!! Are your ankles okies?

BOY GET READY FOR THE LIST
-I have the normal stream of mental problems, like anxiety, depression, bipolar, PTSD (and then ADD, and some other stuff)
-Then I have lung problems, however they were way better then they were, there was a point that ( @upsurge probably remembers) where I was basically dying, I mean technically I still am, it's complicated
While Im still technically declared "terminal" by lungs degeneration, is a lot slower, it's still faster than regeneration of my immune system, among some other things, but with continuing treatment and surgeries the lung degeneration may stop completely. They still think at that point I still wouldnt live a full life though. A few years ago, it was basically I could die any moment, and Im not gonna lie it was pretty shit
But now things are a lot better, but I still have moments where I suddenly get extremely unwell. And I still have to go in for surgeries and stuff

-Then because Im stupid, I ended up with a TBI (tramuatic brain injury) Im gonna save you the really long explanation and just say "I jumped off a cliff so a friend could take photos and smashed my head on the reef"
My TBI is declared moderate some of the symptoms include (note these are my personal symptoms, but Ive ordered my symptoms based on http://www.traumaticbraininjury.com/symptoms-of-tbi/severe-tbi-symptoms/ as it sets out the different groups well, but ive excluded ones i dont experience)
Cognitive deficits from Moderate TBI:
-Attention
-Concetration
-Distractibility
-Memory
-Speed of Processing
-Language Processing

Speech/Language Deficits from Moderate TBI:
-receptive aphasia (not understanding spoken words)
-Speaking very fast
-Problems writing (hands shake even more then before TBI)

Sensory Deficits
-Problems with temperature, movement and limb position

Perceptual Deficits

-My depth of field vision changes a lot

Vision Deficits

-Increased Diploma (weakness of eye muscles) then before TBI
-Problems judging distance
-Photophobia (intolerance of light)

Hearing Deficits

-Decrease in hearing
-Ringing in ears
-Sensitivity to sounds (Since tbi, I have developed auditory processing disorder)

Physical Changes
-Increased loss of stamina (even more then before TBI)
-Regulation of body temperature difficulties
-Menstrual difficulties (lead me to developing the markers for PCO (polycystic ovaries)

Social-Emotional Changes
-I rely on people a lot more then before (otherwise i'd get nowhere in my day)
-Irratibility increase
-Denial increase

Some extra ones that were not on that list but I experience
-Severe constant dizziness
-Lack of balance at times
-Extreme constant confusion
-Loss of coordination
-Judgement issues
-Decision making issues
-Diffculty understanding nonverbal signs
-Skin tingles


Hopefully this helps!

(@Kame maybe you should look at this too, since you ask me alot about the brain stuff)

 

Bloody hell :/// this is not good

 

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

Eh shrugs

 

Second half of seven deadly sins s2 have started
Escanor makes entry in next ep