Comfy Café #9

>funky fucker



excellent word combination

 

usually I'm joking around about depression but honestly this might be the first time I feel like I've been hit with it, guess that's what you get for making fun of something so serious.

I acknowledge it but idk what to do, past few months I feel like I'm in hell. heck my current situation doesn't help nor my family situation helps as well. I get absolutely demolished by my job psychically, I come home and that's it, days go, I feel stressed out again and repeat daily. idk when was the last time I felt pure joy. i'm 23 atm, i've accomplished nothing. haven't done one thing i'm proud of.

everyday for the past few months I feel like crying myself to sleep. I can't explain that moment, like I just wanna cry, i lay in bad and i just see blank I've become so unstable. sometimes I just want to disappear so no one can talk to me.

i feel like the most unluckiest man in the world, nothing goes my way, whatever i do i just get put to ground. i'm trying everybloody time and i just get grounded again, again and again whatever i do i just get grounded.

every single possible day i think about quitting my job especially now since my workplace changed to something i hate, i talk about it with my parents but what's the point, i just get more stressed out since realistically if i quit i have no money. it's not like i have so much money anyways even when i work right?

i think i need a break from everything. i'll be offline for sometime i guess, have fun people

 

Damn tootin tired but I need to get up and do things.

 

be well, @Joji

 

you ok?

 

stay safe fam

 

Mmmmm Iced tea......

 

Feel ya on the job situation there dude. Shit can absolutely wreck you, especially when you have no spare time after you get home or you're too tired to do shit from working all day. Don't know what the market's like where you live but I'd start hunting for a new job asap if it's causing you that much pain. If you have any vacation time saved maybe this is the perfect time to use it? Hang in there man.

 

school food punishment need a reunion....

 

Better still than heat

Hang in there man, I get you 100%

 

Rekt more than usual. it's those late nights bumming around I tell ya.
I need to do less of it.

 

not when cricket world cup is ongoing